You laugh, cuz you cant see,
all the hurt and the pain I hide underneeth .
Underneeth this shell of happiness,
this armour of smiles
You took me in, said our love was real.
But you aint holding on too tight,
and you let me slip away
Now I'm just lost in this misery.
Trapt in a space in between.
Will I ever get back, the control of myself.
And the ability to build it up strong.